Feelings

Succumbed to an illness. No idea how it infected, or did i even get infected?

Basically felt like crap for a whole day.

Not going to elaborate more on that, cuz everyone knows how it's like to be awfully sick, no? and no need to relive that particular memory anyways.

Two more weeks. Heart thumping, mind racing, hands furiously fumbling. I'm afraid that I will tumble. I had so much in mind, so little time. I love the people around me. Such high expectations, with a brave facade, trying to snuff out any doubt, of any kind. It does mean a lot, but I guess loneliness might just creep up to me. Blinking the self-doubt away, it will not be blocking my pathway. Obstacles only to be parried. =)

There are thoughts like a runaway train, yet i can't pen it down. Ideas do play tricks on me, sometimes. This feeling is just indescribable. I'm not upset, definitely not. =D